shut UP.
something's bothering me that some people have told me, so i decided to make it clear. so you dont have to wonder, or tell me i need help.
aw how nice i am.
anyway, i do not obssess over a guy who lives thousands of miles away, i simply love him. i've never had anyone else give me that feeling he can. i've never hugged anyone harder, kissed anyone with more feeling, or cried over anyone the way i do for/to him. now i will see him again, whether you think so or not i could care less. him being in colorado does NOT and i repeat NOT make me not move on. i just haven't found anyone worthy enough to move on to.
so im simply staying with him till i do. he's hard to beat, he's set my expectations very high. and just because you cant surcome them doesn't mean you have to bitch about it.
im in love. so sue me?
me and him are no longer going out, but i still do love him, we still act like we are and when he comes here we still will act like we are. hint hint. haha.
so next time you have opinions about that, i have an idea..
why don't you shove them up your ass?
just because he makes me happier then you doesn't mean you gotta bitch n moan.
i'll leave you guys with a quote-
You can ask any of my friends,
go on i dare you.
Whenever your name is brought up,
no matter the topic..
my eyes sparkle,
and my smile shines♥
how i love that.
p.s. if anyone want's to put a sludge hammer to my computer once i get a new one, feel free.
p.p.s i have to babysit tonight.
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[info]esuark06
2005-10-06 22:04 pm UTC (link)
Psycho Hose Beast...
♥
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[info]get_a_life28
2005-10-06 22:06 pm UTC (link)
leave her alone! i think its best
just get on with your ife and forgett about it!
dont be such an ass!
annie
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[info]the0neand0nlyme
2005-10-06 22:14 pm UTC (link)
first off.. steve- i don't know you well enough or anything, i only met you once and talked to you for like .5 seconds. BUT don't be calling lauren a psycho hose beast! we all know why too. because you want her and you can't get her. DUH. you're jealous of jeremiah because lauren LOVES him and not you! she's in love and she has been for over a year and trust me i probably know better than you about all of this. she is SO happy. like her quote- whenever his NAME comes up there's something about her that just lights up and makes all her problems go away. stop trying to get her to be sad or telling her she doesn't love him because she does. you're not her and you don't know how she feels. so step off her grill man! --yes i DID just say that hahhaha--
secondd- Lauren don't even let that bother you. you can do so much better than that. you love jeremiah and you will see him again and who knows there might be a huge future of you two lying there waiting for something to happen. as far as he might live, you're still happy because of the fact that he's still in your life and he will still give you those same butterflies. just keep your head up high and don't even listen to those people who are just jealous.
i love youuu!!♥♥
subway tomorrow? :o)
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[info]dior__addict
2005-10-06 22:29 pm UTC (link)
WTF who do you think you are. i have nooo idea who you are so you prolly arent worth my time bitching out, but lauren is worth my time, and she is my BEST FRIEND EVER and im gonna defend her.
have you ever fallen in love with someone and experienced the TONS of pain you go through all the fucking time?? when you can say that you just broke out into tears in the middle of class because you were thinking of the one you love and how much you want to be with them rigth now, then you can go comment on other pple's love lives. but for now you need to just SHUT THE FUCK UP! k thanx!! =)
i love you lauren and dont let assholes like this bring you down. you kno you're better than that.
love always and forever... jason christopher columbus vincent vangouh!!
♥
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i♥u lauren
[info]smileuvgotbecky
2005-10-06 22:21 pm UTC (link)
hey buddy i dont no who u are but lauren is my friend and dont be calling her names and shit
whats your problem?
this entry has nothing to do with you so maybe you should shut the hell up!
mb your pissed off cuz she dosnt talk about your ugly ass like that hmm?
something to think about.
anyways go away and leave her alone!
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WOW YOU ARE STUPID
[info]greendaylive
2005-10-06 22:37 pm UTC (link)
What's your problem? People can't change how you feel, like I'm sure you can't change how you feel either. But seriously, you don't have to be an ass about it. Wow you got rejected, live with it. Don't make life hard on Lauren just because you make it hard on yourself.
Words of advice (not that you deserve it): Leave her alone, and get over it.
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hey dickwad
[info]wink4blink182
2005-10-06 22:45 pm UTC (link)
u want the shit kicked out of you? you got no friends, noone to back you up. and trust me duetche back youll need it agianst me. you mess with lauren you mess with all of her friends. yes friends, its people you hang out with and will back you up. oh im sry you dont know what they are cuz you aint got none. bitch. how about i get you a great big spoon so you can eat my ass you shit faced cock master. watch you back you ass ramming cock tease.
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Re: hey dickwad
[info]dior__addict
2005-10-06 22:58 pm UTC (link)
LMFAO! idk who you are,, but i loovve wat you wrote!
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[info]bananaboy89
2005-10-06 23:12 pm UTC (link)
your a fagget yer prolly just fuckin jelous you cant get a fuckin girl as pretty as lauren you fuckin freak....if you say one more bad thing about her i will fuckin hunt you down and fuckin castrate you and fuckin beat you until you wished you were dead.....those three fuckin words you said just fuckin ended your life
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[info]esuark06
2005-10-06 23:36 pm UTC (link)
all of your comments make me smile
this is between lauren and i
you may want to but in all you want, but you just wouldnt understand
and for the record, no i do not still like lauren
you can believe what you want but i know its true
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[info]wink4blink182
2005-10-07 01:38 am UTC (link)
you have the maturity of an 8th grader. go back to middle school ya fuck.
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[info]the0neand0nlyme
2005-10-07 00:24 am UTC (link)
i can't believe you're so immature..
not you Lauren-
love uu♥
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[info]leoj88
2005-10-07 01:56 am UTC (link) Delete
Hmm, some very mature comments. I personally love the constant swearing. Wow, maybe some of YOU guys should go back to 8th grade because that is where drama like this belongs. None of this matters in the long run and you all are making a big deal out of it. Long distance relationships don't work at the high school age, and there is no such thing as love at this age either. Maybe later on but you have not lived your life yet and do not have enough experience. Reasons like this are why you can't do anything really till you are 18 and cant drink legally till you are 21. You are not capable of rational thought. You defend your friend without hearing the other side. Maybe if you knew that Lauren, played Steve like a fool you could sympathize for him. I doubt it however, being all immature little middle schoolers, to borrow from a wink4blink182 (who I am sorry to say, disbanded).
As for me, I wouldnt want a girl with the problems Lauren has, I have all of our instant message conversations on log and if they are true, which you will probably not believe even if they were, then some of you may be suprised what you read. I dont know how it could be possible to be jealous of Lauren. I bet half of you are all preppy or gothic or emo and think you are all different when you are all the same. Everyone everywhere is the same, it is shocking to believe but maybe if you talked to people who didnt just live in your secluded little paradise you would understand that. Also that psycho hose beast is an ALLUSION yes an ALLUSION as oppose to ILLUSION (I wonder how many of you know the difference) to a very funny movie called Wayne's World.